Signal dalam hidup

Macam2 signal dalam hidup yang dapat kita perhatikan membawa pada persoalan seperti who am i, why i'm here dan byk lagi

Me? Lahir di kawasan istana, suka bermain air tp takut air, selalu mimpi sungai lawan arus, byk item bahkan tubuh unbalance, dan byk lagi.

Ia bukan tntg failure atau negative side tp itu signal who really is. We are not that name, we are not that body, we are existence it self but which part?

final masquerade

Tearing me apart with words you wouldn't say
And suddenly tomorrow's a moment washed away
'Cause I don't have a reason and you don't have the time
But we both keep on waiting for something we won't find

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
The final masquerade

All I've ever wanted, the secrets that you keep
All you ever wanted, the truth I couldn't speak
'Cause I can't see forgiveness, and you can't see the crime
And we both keep on waiting for what we left behind

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
The final masquerade

FROZEN

You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen

When your heart's not open
You're so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken

When your heart's not open
Mmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmm, you hold the key
Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I suffer the same
If I lose you

My heart will be broken
Love is a bird
She needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside you die
You're frozen

When your heart's not open
Mmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmm, you hold the key
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen

When your heart's not open
Mmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmm, you hold the key
Mmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmm, you hold the key
If I could melt your heart

Rain

Most of us like when wind of raining come. It felt so refresh. The smell of calmness hit our physical body and throw away our ego.

But, sometimes the rain brought together the storm and lighting that scare us.

The sound of thunder made us want to hide. We dont want hear that sound. We only want fresh air of fresh rain. Wash away our past that hitting us like crazy thunder.

The rain may reduce our stress but also make us aware of what will come together with it.

Rain drop just alike a single soul, drop from heaven to earth. Along with that journey is a sound of sickness, the light of awareness, the thunder of karma and wind of change.

Soul drop to the earth and blend into soil as one if they know they way as water flow into ocean by the river. One day, that drop will back to heaven as bright light that never be touch by any madness of the world any more

Sincere,
Hasell usiby

THE CALL

In this world. always two kind of people. These two was a natural selection in balance the world. The list like GOOD-BAD, Excellent-loser, rich-poor and go on, always full fill our world what ever we go.

These kind cannot reseted, deleted, or what ever you want as you desire because when it come with mother nature, you must learn to absorb it and control it. Because you also one of these kind. is it?

How to control it?
The WISH. Wish what you want but it need some action. Little action sometimes can give huge result. I also WISH what ever i want but sometimes, it dont come. I wonder why.

Then i deep thinking about it and i found that i not react when some 'call' came to me. THE CALL is some action that you must take it or leave it in order to get what you need.

For example, i want a new smart phone. But, sadly, i dont have any money. So, one day, my friend came to me and ask me to sell some stuff. First thing came to my mind is; i hate selling stuff. But, the MIND fight over me. The result is... i take the job.

Then, magically, the stuff already have buyer in just 1 night. Then i re-called it as THE CALL that i must take in order to archive what i want. Even now i not buying any new smart phone, i earning some money from sell that i hate it before. When it success, not only childish dream in having smart phone only i can have, but also great opportunity in building some business carrier.

So, if some CALL come to you, answer it. Answer it with deal with it or leave it. But, let your heart decide after your mind fight it in choosing the right and wrong.